the Life and Times of Miss Madison

If there was an "us", you would have more time for me as you did before. If there was an "us", you wouldn't hesitate to call me and you would call when you say you would. If there was  an "us", you would do everything in your power to come and see me instead of saying "In The Lord's Timing". Although we want the Lord;s timing, it wouldn't be a cover in saying why you can't come to see me. If there was an "us",  you would be here now, spending every moment with me. If there was an "Us,"  there would be no heartache and no tears, but joy and happiness, but.. There was no us. I was an option and not a priority. You kept the truth from me so you can have a girlfriend on the side. You cheated on your wife and lied to me. There was no us because as each day passed, our time together had become less and less. It was not as it used to be. I should have listened to the voice that told me the truth instead of thin...

Have you ever had your heart ripped out from you?   You meet someone wonderful and he is just as you always hope he would be, but you have this lingering feeling that is also too good to be true? I have.  It was not that he ripped my heart like in  a way of him cheating on me. It was the realization that he is not what he seems to be. I met him a dating website and I have checked him out at Spokeo.com according to his email address. He was legit as far as I was concerned so we  emailed each other for several days  and telling each other how much we mean to each other. So what went wrong? I did a lot more researching then I liked. I went to places like  http://www.romance.scam.com  and other websites like that. There I saw what I did not want to see.  I even searched him out on Facebook and thought oh no! He is from Ghana (Although I was wrong about that). I did not want to believe he was a scam artist, but what can I do?  He writes lik...

Most recently I have been in  contact with a man whom I thought was Italian. I love Italian men but I never thought I would meet one. I met him at Christian Soulmate, a dating website. It has been awhile since anyone has contacted me  so when I got this message, I immediately liked him after looking at his profile. I failed to  see that his I's were "i"s --One tell tale sign of a scam artist. They are notorious for using lower case "i"s. His emails to me were sweet. He seemed the ideal man and he was Italian!  Or so I thought. I looked forward to them. The things he wrote didn't seem like what a scam artist would write, but I began to have questions. I did my research and things were adding up but still some things did not make sense. In light of all this, I wrote a poem. Twas the night before Christmas and deep in my thoughts,  I wonder if I will ever be found by my true love.             ...