If There Was An "Us"

If there was an "us", you would have more time for me as you did before.
If there was an "us", you wouldn't hesitate to call me and you would call when you say you would.
If there was  an "us", you would do everything in your power to come and see me instead of saying "In The Lord's Timing". Although we want the Lord;s timing, it wouldn't be a cover in saying why you can't come to see me.
If there was an "us",  you would be here now, spending every moment with me.
If there was an "Us,"  there would be no heartache and no tears, but joy and happiness, but..

There was no us. I was an option and not a priority. You kept the truth from me so you can have a girlfriend on the side. You cheated on your wife and lied to me.
There was no us because as each day passed, our time together had become less and less. It was not as it used to be. I should have listened to the voice that told me the truth instead of thinking they were doubts.
There was no us because you lied and you made empty promises. How could you say you love me when you lied to me more than once.

I cannot love a married man and I can not love a man who lies, but I can forgive.