the Life and Times of Miss Madison

If there was an "us", you would have more time for me as you did before. If there was an "us", you wouldn't hesitate to call me and you would call when you say you would. If there was  an "us", you would do everything in your power to come and see me instead of saying "In The Lord's Timing". Although we want the Lord;s timing, it wouldn't be a cover in saying why you can't come to see me. If there was an "us",  you would be here now, spending every moment with me. If there was an "Us,"  there would be no heartache and no tears, but joy and happiness, but.. There was no us. I was an option and not a priority. You kept the truth from me so you can have a girlfriend on the side. You cheated on your wife and lied to me. There was no us because as each day passed, our time together had become less and less. It was not as it used to be. I should have listened to the voice that told me the truth instead of thin

Several months ago, I accepted a friend request on Facebook. I had my misgiving but I thought if 8 of my friends accepted him, why not. For less than a month I did not send him any messages. I just treated him like all my other friends on Facebook. In late October, I asked a question in which he commented. I really wished I had checked him out instead of leaping into unknown territory, but instead I acted on a thought: Is he the one? I could have saved myself so much heartache if I didn't acted on it. I sent him a message asking him if he had someone special in his life. I think I should have suspected something when he hesitated to answer. "No...why...?" was all I remember from that. The next thing I knew we were chatting with each other and sharing "Jesus" with each other. We both were in tuned with each other. One day, I went to his wall to post a  little message. Again a warning I did not heed. I started too, but when I remembered him telling him that his